Cold
My feet hit the floor
Ice
My hand on the door
Being empty is not right
How can I not escape on this flight?
Come fly with me my love
Tell me you will be there when I wake up
But by morning you’re gone
I dreamt of you
Of your flight
But my dream lasted longer then the night
Your dad said to go
But your heart was in the closet
You wouldn’t let it out
You’re scared
My boy, hell you should be scared
This is no longer our journey
No matter how much I dream
My wishful thinking did not bring us this far
Only the words we spoke
My mind won’t stop wondering
Back to that night on camp
You were so comforting that night
I didn’t want to break your heart
In the end I did
When you told me the truth I nearly passed out
Those leaves around us
I’m still back there
I should move on
Let you go
Let you let go to
But separation is not always the best method
Neither is the friendship we have shared
Yes you screwed up
Hell yea so did I
But I have learnt so much from you
The mistakes we made only turned out for the best
Damn I hope they do
This loneliness cannot counteract my love,
No never
You could not be separate from me
We are but one
This butterfly still has a long way to go
But with each passing car,
I pray you’re in the next
But I know this naïve prayer is not the answer
Oblivious to my emotions the world wages on
Frivolous they lie down, run and live life with out no meaning.
Stop my heart, I have found my love, it’s where I belong
But this distance is hugely physical
And I don’t understand
How this could happen
Curse you fate, yes fate damn how I hate
This fate that separates us
Threw us together 12 months ago
Now has chiseled us apart
I cannot understand.